My life diary

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Dearself , I'm too upset with my result . Ya allah . my english really bad sebab dapat C+
I really dont happy with my result but i will work hard for my SPM .
rasa nak nangis je bila tengok semua result but syukur sikitlah sebab result baik sikit daripada mid term tu .


DEARSELF ,

PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET "A+" IN ENGLISH FOR YOUR SPM
PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET "A" IN ADD MATH FOR YOUR FUTURE
PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET "A" IN PHYSICS FOR YOUR MECHANICAL ENGINEERING
PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET "A+" IN BM FOR YOUR FUTURE UNIVERSITY *UTM!*
PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET "A-" IN CHEMISTRY FOR YOUR MATRICS !
PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET "A+" IN MATHEMATICS FOR YOUR ENGINEERING
PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET "A-" IN BIOLOGY FOR YOUR DAD . AT LEAST !
PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET "A-" IN AGAMA ISLAM FOR YOUR OWN RELIGION !
PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET "A+" IN HISTORY FOR YOUR LULUS !\

PROMISE THAT YOU WILL GET STRAIGHT "A's" FOR YOUR MOM , DAD , BROTHER , SISTER, BRO IN LAW, SIS IN LAW, NIECE , NEPHEW , TEACHERS , BESTFRIENDS , FRIENDS , COUNTRY AND EVERYONE

DEARSELF , MAKE YOU MOM PROUD OF YOU AND NEVER REGRET BE WITH YOU ALMOST 16 YEARS . MAKE SHE PROUD . SHE WANT YOU SUCCESS AND SMILE BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONLY DAUGHTER THAT STILL SCHOOL . SHE WILL PROUD OF YOU . SHE WILL .

DEARSELF , MAKE YOUR AYAH PROUD OF YOU . IF GET MEDIC FOR YOU , I WILL GO . IF NOT , I WILL MY ENGINEERING . I WANT YOU HOLD MY IJAZAH . THAT'S MY PROMISE . WHEN YOU GETTING OLD , THERE WILL BE INVITATION CARD FOR CONVOCATION FOR MY DEGREE . AYAH , YOU HAVE TO WAIT BECAUSE I WILL REPLY IT WITH ALL MY HARDWORK .

My life Diary

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

sorry guys , its been a long time I not in blogging but I totally in mood of making a story . Maybe this is only the time that I get it before I getting busy with my tuition since my result is really worst :( . Its holiday but for me no holiday for me because pure science is really hard forever to me . I such a lazy girl and not like other girls . Study and study . that's totally not me . erghhh , how i wish i want be like them . sobsss 

I dont know why but I miss my mother a lot . I miss everything about her . I always remember what she said 

"hidup lagi ke tak mak kalau adik dah kahwin nanti" 

My heart broken into pieces . I miss my mom a lot . I dont know how to describe it but one thing that I just want to say , I totally miss him . Living a hard time like this , I appreciate what she do to me . 16 years I live , I never far from her . Always with her . Hold her hand when bought a new clothes when raya is coming . When I was a kid , I just hate shopping because I have to try many clothes . yes , mom really excited when bought me a clothes . Still remember , she hold my hand and we walking . and , yes . I dont like hold my mom's hand because I want to play .

but one day , my mom bought a shoes and that time have a concert where a new artist . I really excited because I wanna met my favorite singer . I let my mom choose her shoes and I want met them but , since too many people and I was just 5 years old girls , I came back at that kedai . Luckily me bacause I will remember where I was been with my mom . My mom really scared of losing me but she know I will be back . and Alhamdulillah I met my mom and waiting him at that kedai . 

Too many memories that I have with her . A precious moment . Thanks ya Allah , and forgive all my parents sins . May Allah protect you , mom . I want you know that I miss you and I always love . I will always with Dad , no matter what . I love you mom . Love you so much .