Friday, 13 November 2015

My life Diary

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

sorry guys , its been a long time I not in blogging but I totally in mood of making a story . Maybe this is only the time that I get it before I getting busy with my tuition since my result is really worst :( . Its holiday but for me no holiday for me because pure science is really hard forever to me . I such a lazy girl and not like other girls . Study and study . that's totally not me . erghhh , how i wish i want be like them . sobsss 

I dont know why but I miss my mother a lot . I miss everything about her . I always remember what she said 

"hidup lagi ke tak mak kalau adik dah kahwin nanti" 

My heart broken into pieces . I miss my mom a lot . I dont know how to describe it but one thing that I just want to say , I totally miss him . Living a hard time like this , I appreciate what she do to me . 16 years I live , I never far from her . Always with her . Hold her hand when bought a new clothes when raya is coming . When I was a kid , I just hate shopping because I have to try many clothes . yes , mom really excited when bought me a clothes . Still remember , she hold my hand and we walking . and , yes . I dont like hold my mom's hand because I want to play .

but one day , my mom bought a shoes and that time have a concert where a new artist . I really excited because I wanna met my favorite singer . I let my mom choose her shoes and I want met them but , since too many people and I was just 5 years old girls , I came back at that kedai . Luckily me bacause I will remember where I was been with my mom . My mom really scared of losing me but she know I will be back . and Alhamdulillah I met my mom and waiting him at that kedai . 

Too many memories that I have with her . A precious moment . Thanks ya Allah , and forgive all my parents sins . May Allah protect you , mom . I want you know that I miss you and I always love . I will always with Dad , no matter what . I love you mom . Love you so much .